It is here you will find texts and notes to accompany my CD set “Cusp of Oblivion”.

MT17 FINN AGAIN WAKES

Musings on an improvisation over the Wake

It is just a little bit like a dream, this book is. Since when can we clearly remember the narrative journey through our unconscious adventures in the night? More likely we recall certain fragments and moments, perhaps a word here and there. Sometimes it feels like time itself is warped and that in a single moment we have experienced entire stories and voyages. And then all of a sudden, unless we get it down on paper, the whole story that just flew by in our sleeping heads is gone forever.

Well this man managed to get one hell of a dream down on paper and what he left us with is a breathtaking book that is surely overwhelming in its scope for most readers on first reading – Finnegans Wake” by James Joyce. Joyce spoke of his work as “a nocturnal state…That is what I want to convey: what goes on in a dream, during a dream.This stands in contrast to his previous novel “Ulysses”, which clearly traces the course of different characters in Dublin in the course of a single day beginning with breakfast and ending in bed in the evening. Finnegans Wake” is a beast of a read mixing some sixty languages and on the surface it seems not to have a plot at all.

I owe my love of Joyce to an English teacher at New Plymouth Boys’ High School who gleefully revealed to us all the delightful and intriguing parallels between our 1990’s provincial New Zealand boys’ school and Joyce’s youth in 1890’s Dublin. Back then “Dubliners” and “A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man” were on our desks and we often read aloud. It was then that the small seed of vocalizing Joyce was sowed which now finds form.

Over the years I had often returned to Finnegans Wake”, usually picking it up for a bit, reading some pages, and then putting it back down. But it was only a few years ago, when I started to read it aloud, remembering fondly that distant English class, that the text suddenly came alive for me. It didn’t matter so much about the meaning of the words, most of which are purposely misspelt or rearranged (the whole book strikes me as a 334 page long pun), rather it was all about the sound. Something clicked and I began to have enormous amounts of fun reading aloud on my own.

A natural progression of this “fun” was to take it on stage. For this, I asked the superb Viennese pianist Philip Zoubek to join me. I selected a few sections of the Wake from my readings that had a sonic quality I liked. Next to me I had the full text and sometimes read randomly from a given page. I also asked the audience to randomly select a page for reading. The book itself is circular in nature without a real beginning or end, just like a dream. On the cover of this CD my etchings connect the last word of the book “the” to the first “riverruns”. And so in a sense the dream of the Wake can be joined anywhere and at any time.

And so we put together our “Finn Again Wakes” performance, which we presented three times in Cologne. This recording is a document of these concerts and we play with the texts in different ways. For example, at minute 4’08” I “play” the text – I read the text and play my saxophone, articulating and intonating as if I was reading aloud. Around 18′ I chant the famous fall

(bababadalgharagtakamminaronkonbrontonerontuonthuntrovarrhounawnskawntoohoohoorden enthurnuk!)

in the Khoomei style of Overtone singing, something I had picked up over the years from singers from Tuva. I found this very fitting for such an urknall kind of word as this one. The melody on the flute I play and loop at 33’36” is one I heard once in a pub in West Ireland – alas, the title I have never found. Sometimes I repeat a phrase or word and even change the order of the words. It is, after all, an improvisation on the text. The last word of the book  (“the”) is the last utterance of this recording.

I admit I get a bit excited when I read Joyce. This means I move around a bit, hence some inconsistencies in the distance to the two microphones I used, which may cause some recording purists to cringe and moan. Apologies for that.

Naturally I dedicate this CD to the man himself- someone who continues to inspire in wondrous ways.

Hayden Chisholm

PS: Of the many pilgrimages I have made over the years, one was to the house of Joyce in Trieste. It is now a shoe shop and the shoes I purchased there I have worn for years, so much so that they are all but worn out.

MT25 ORACLE HYMNS 

My first Sruti Box which came to me in 2011, so dear to me, had suffered from all of my travels. She was broken in parts, the wood had fallen off, as she had taken several knocks along the way. Still though she sounded out beautifully as ever.

A special person in my life observed that my Sruti box was perhaps in the dusk of her life and kindly gifted me with a new one. Now, for the first time I was able to enjoy the sound of the two Sruti Boxes together and how glorious that was.

It so happened that at this time I was experimenting with mixing two tonalities in a single piece. The two sruti boxes were ideal for this as I could underscore the tonalities with the drones and improvise on top. Thus, these pieces are a kind of natural extension to my first work for Saxophone and Sruti Box “The Well Tempered Sruti Box” ( original liner notes below).

Usually when playing I just use my first impulse to choose two keys at random. Then I quickly set the drones and kick off without thinking too much about the melodic strategy to unify them within the piece.. Generally speaking, it feels that the art lies in choosing the right notes to omit. As with my earlier work though for the saxophone and sruti box, the satisfying part is mediating the sonic dialogue between bamboo, metal, wood, and air. The rest seems to fall into place on its own.

These pieces were recorded in the warm sounding space  Studio P4 Studios in Berlin. Pedja Avramovic has done a wonderful job of capturing the Srutis in Stereo. The Sruti Boxes are played by Evi Filippou.

Listen to the music here.

MT20 BLOWSLAP

Together with the percussionist Evi Filippou in 2015 I worked on a series of new pieces for percussion and saxophone. After several concerts in Greece and in New Zealand we recorded this album in the chamber music hall of Deutschlandfunk in Cologne. Here is a short video documentary of that session, beautifully filmed by the Klangmalerei team:

The last two tracks on the album were recorded by Robert Nacken in the wonderful Abbey de Noirlac in France. Here is a film which gives a fine impression of the space:

MT22 ACE OF MY HEART

The first program I wrote for the Lucerne Jazz Orchestra Mute Density was experimental in nature, I wanted to test how some of my microtonal and overtone based work could be transplanted to the big band sound. I also worked with different kinds of notation together we put together a work which I still enjoy playing and listening to.

For the second program  I wanted to something completely different. My first idea was to adapt some Korean temple music for the band but the cost and effort of arranging the temple gongs was beyond our scope. I then decided to write a swing program for the band as I had never tried something of the kind before, I suppose one could call it “learning by doing”. This is how Ace of My Heart was born.

I wrote all the songs in the summer of 2013 with the voice of Lucia Cadotsch in mind. Once I had the sound of the band with her vocals on top in my head the music and words flowed easily.

Naturally there is a kind of cosy quaintness in the lyrics- some have remarked  they’re even a  little bit naive. I’ve also been asked my some wise radio producers who know my first work for the Lucern Big band if this program is in any way ironic. Well, it isn’t. Once I am in the zone of creating something using sounds I mean exactly what I write.

LINK for the Lyrics to Ace of My Heart

MT24 SACRED LOVE AND PAIN

Here are the full poems from the which the first lines respectively form the titles for the pieces.

the soft hum of the murderous century

still hovers around my ears

and in a world where there is no escape

from Vico’s wheel dripping with our blood

what can I do but order a double shot

and under stone by fire

look out smiling at the oncoming  storm

____________________________

the moment you went into my eyes

and said no:

the moment I entered a twilight zone in which

everything was turned on its head

i sit for hours

staring into the sweet furnace of the sun

my only solace

till the onset of the brutal night

and when it comes I lie awake

and from the darkness

demons chew on my soul

savoring it slowly

if i ever surface again

I’ll be harder than diamond

_____________________________

we throw down the cards and glimpse the present

the moment is charged with a voltage enough to kill

from here, possible worlds branch out.

because I see them all

I am frozen yet still sure

that the path you choose for us is perfect.

as I have long since extinguished my choices

just breathe, my love, then choose

(all this I communicate to you in a glance)

_____________________________

trace the paths

of the two souls who met

the pre- and post- explosion

and so you witness the mystery explained to you

the goddess finally sits down and opens her heart to you

your hazy aura merges with hers

you understand

and yet of the meeting itself

you remember nothing but the sky, the grass, the dogs

______________________________

the andean night sky

with its conjunctions of saturn and jupiter

and the milky bridge to the beyond

sent me into a fever of 3 days

with no sleep and the balkan forest to frame

my mad visions of an empty chamber

filled with song and light

on an andalusian desert plain

crowded with dusty3 travelers

_____________________________

I am in a room

heavy with dreams

and love’s scent

I am a daytime visitor

to the human museum of love

watching the writhing exhibitions

the bundles of desire

then returning to my ocean home

descend the seas

to feel my cold embrace

or meet me at 2 in the museum

for turkish delight

_____________________________

Inside I collapse

and give up on you

in a moment

realising the utter futility

of everything

_____________________________

with each word I write

I distance myself from that moment

by an age

with each word I don’t write

I hold up time.

and with each silent overtone song

I approach us still sitting under the dark red sky

____________________________

passed over by love

washed in sound

cleansed by white sunlight

yet left alone

with each pulse of blood

a new self born

if each pulse

could spark a revolution of blood

burning through pain

with white cleansing fire

then the birds would sing me their praise

______________________________

I become wind

when I play and sing for you

the wind has no tongue

no beginning or end

nor my love for you